2.3.13.3

I've been at your page for the millionth time. Glanced at your pictures countlessly. I keep my eyes on your posted photos. I read comments left for you...I read them word by word. One by one...slowly my mind worries. I am so afraid you're leaving me. These gaps between us. The distance;it kills. I'm scared that this is the day you say goodbye. It hurts to feel so far from you. What if it were all a past? What if it no longer is the present? What if the future isn't with you? Have you left me already? Has your beautiful eyes moved on to someone else? Has your hands already held someone else's? The protective barrier from you hugging me...was that our final? Was that a farewell? If it were ever true...if these fears are made to live...will we still be friends? I would wait for you...no matter how long it takes. And if you ever told me to stop waiting...I would break. Shatter. Into a trillion pieces. Just broken. And gone. Because I love...only you.

P/S: If you're reading this...I'm sorry...could you tell me who M is?

Life @ level *unknown*

Yup...there's only 2 days left before the beginning of SPM. So the long countdown has come to an end...and the urge to study is pulsating my every vein...I did study quite a bit. Lots of math practice so I hope I can get a credit for it. I studied history (#$%^&*) and I swear,it is BORING! Other subjects are so-so...there's still time to study for that I guess.

Somehow these few final days,I've been highly emotional. Lots of crying,lots of random laughs...but mostly anger,ignorance and tears. I don't know why but I suppose I am quite angry at myself. These wafts of anger comes from no where,infecting my very heart,turning it so cold I could freeze and die of the chill. I've ignores quite a matter of things. I've turned my eye behind what I shouldn't and have left things at a stage beyond repair. My tears would follow me smack everywhere and anytime. I wish life is just as easy as turning off. I wish you could just press the "off" button. I wish it were as easy as putting on your earphones,blasting your music and closing your eyes to enter a dimension of your own. This hurts so bloody much and I don't know when it would end. I want it to end...I just want to shut down.

Its back @ Starbucks!

Woohoo! It's the time of the year again! Toffee Nut Latte is BACK in Starbucks,everyone! I'm SO gonna get one later! Those delicious toffee nuts sprinkled on their whipped cream is a total heaven! Ah~ I'm gonna be broke for this month. But who can resist that delicious bloody latte?! Its caffeine made from nirvana! ^^

-Shneep gone off to get Toffee Nut Latte!-

Graduation 05/11/2009

MY HAT AND MY CERT! ^^

Yeah!!! Graduation has arrived and passed. It was great today! Although the robe was oversized and the hat was weird...but the worst thing was the slide. Which I would LOVE to bang the teacher right here.

YOU BLOODY BITCH! YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST TOLD THE STUDENTS THAT YOU HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA HOW TO DO THE SLIDE AND SOMEONE WITH BRAINS COULD HAVE DONE IT. INSTEAD,YOU INSISTED ON BEING A SMART ASS WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE BRAINS NOR THE ASS TO DO THE DAMN SLIDE! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO POST OUR PICTURES ON THE FARKING SLIDE. COME ON,WHAT THE FARK IS WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN? YOU SCREWED UP THE FARKING GRADUATION YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING BITCH. ITS NO WONDER EVERYONE WHO ATTENDS YOUR CLASS FARKING HATES YOU! YOU'RE SO FARKING BRAINLESS! HOW DARE YOU TEACH US WITH YOUR EMPTY SHELL OF A HEAD?! YOU RUINED THE GRADUATION! YOU RUINED MY ONE AND ONLY GRADUATION THAT I WILL EVER ATTEND IN MY LIFE! YOU FARKING RUINED IT AND I FARKING HATE YOU! YOU RUINED THE DAMN THING! FARK YOU,BITCH! SERIOUSLY...FARK YOU! YOU'VE JUST RUINED THE WHOLE DAMN THING! BITCH YOU...FAT BRAINLESS GIT!!! YOU SHOULD DIE AND ROT IN HELL! FARK YOU!!!

There. Now that that's done...I guess there's not much to talk about. The auditorium was freezing cold though. Poor Khai had to wrap the whole robe around herself and still feel cold. Heather applied eye shadow for me in the bus. I tell you,that woman can apply make up anywhere anytime! But the teachers HAD to rub it in that there's only 13 days left. Sigh~

-Shneep logging off now...high on the graduation spirit-

The Countdown to...hell/freedom?

Right...so there's approximately 17? Or was it 16 days to stupid ol SPM? Owh screw it. I guess I'm not prepared at all. Not to mention that I totally suck in history. Can you imagine I tried to do the objective questions only to end up with only 13 rights out of 20 questions?! Like...WTF?! It is really bad,I tell you. I cannot imagine having to sit for the exams with this sort of exercise. Like...SHIT~

I tried to do my math work in school the other day (gasp! Yes,I went to school!) and the objective questions proved to be a disaster. Only managed to answer about 20 questions out of 40! Geez...I must suck really bad in math. Well actually truth is that I suck in every damn subject. Except maybe English and EST. Lolx.

Graduation's Thursday (05/11/09) and I gotta admit,I'm excited! But not exactly logical cause we haven't sat for SPM yet. (Who the hell cares?!) I'm gonna be using my aunt's camera since mine's kinda dead. Stupid thing. And I can't afford a new one. My poor pocket's gonna tear even bigger if I did buy a new one. Next year,I'm gonna get a phone and a camera.

-Shneep's bored right now. Thats why she's posting rubbish on her blog-

Christmas Came Too Early

So I guess I am going to post about this. Its funny,I think. Heather and I were walking around BV just now,after Francis' crash course for Accounts. And we were talking about all sorts of random stuff. And then suddenly she said, "these people will start putting up Christmas deco soon. Then they'll put the Christmas music...the type that will put you to sleep..." and we laughed. And just out of no where,we modified the song 'tis the season'. The lyrics aren't full yet...but when we can manage to get the full version,I'll post it up. So far,it goes like this:

Tis the season to be sleeping,falalalala~

Pull the blanket over your head~,falalala~

Hug your bear and kiss it good night,falalalala~

Tis the season to be sleeping,falalalalalalalala~

-Shneep is STILL laughing over the song!-

Long time no post~

Haha...damn drama title. Anyways I realised that my blog's been idle for quite some time. (try like a week?!) So maybe it's time I come and update it a bit. Let's see...what's been happening? School's boring as ever...useless in fact. No teachers ever teach in class anymore. They don't care if I sleep in class or whatever. So honestly I don't care about them either. And there has been no electricity in class! That's the murderer...we were all thinking that the principle didn't pay the bills. Stupid woman. So we've been suffering with the heat in class. Sucks.

That asides...I've been sick twice within this week. And I ran a fever in school. And I came to Amcorp today like any other Saturdays. Funny thing this morning was,my dad sent my mum and I here. And we saw this dude wearing a total Michael Jackson outfit. So he does live even though he's dead eh? This guy even had MJ's HAIR...talk about being MJ! But he came by LRT. So we laughed in the car,saying that this MJ had no money. But I actually thought that its only logical. Afterall,MJ is owing a lot of people isn't he? Saving costs to pay back his debts. Such intelligence. ^^

-Shneep going off now to go play Sims 3 on the PC that the boss of the cafe newly installed-